She...

They say that your entire life flashes before your eyes just when your about to die. I think the same applies for goodbyes too.

Because, right there when I had just a few minutes before I could say goodbye, did our whole journey together flashed before my eyes. It’s a real case in point of how we met; two totally different people became inseparable forever.

I've heard that it's possible to grow up, but us… we never grew up and I don’t think we ever will... we have lived our lives like there’s always tomorrow, for we wanted to live to get more, this was mainly her, she had ambition – oodles of it!!, we have broken the rules and we have made some for ourselves. We have thrown tantrums when things didn’t go our way, we have hidden secrets, we have shared secrets,, we have looked for comfort where we cant find it, and we hoped for everything – we have dreamt like little girls - and we have seen it come true, against all logic, against all experience. Like children, we have never given up…

And…with her I don’t think I ever will, she can fill you up with hope and faith even on days she feels helpless but she will never show it. She can sometimes be brave and never admit it. She is not the best at taking compliments and never runs out of giving others any. She is someone who can lend a thousand to a stranger, she is someone who can compliment a stranger,(remember the coffee shop).She is a blessing to the people she is nice to, and for those who piss her off… (save your souls).. and for those who don’t know her….. you have no idea what your missing out on.

And as I stood there, trying to say goodbye, I said a little prayer.. for all the times we have had. (bad relationships, bad breakups, bad dates, good times at leos, stay overs and movies, dosa and addai, daman and due, Mumbai trains, Mumbai rains, chezzy pick up lines, vengeful ex’s, bitchy friends, lieing at home, blind dates.. first beer, first shots, shopping sprees, brrowing money on broke days,....). and all the times we will share.

.....Go on and live your dream, …. !